Among the Blue
Chapter 24 · Questions of property
The administrative decks of Cam’co were quieter than the trade rings, but not silent. The sound here was the whisper of data streams and the steady rhythm of footsteps over polished alloy floors. The architecture shifted again—angles returning, light cooler and flatter. Function reasserting itself over comfort.
Larache led Eli through a narrow corridor toward the records offices. They passed small clusters of clerks in dark uniforms, each with the subtle marks of their Family stitched at the collar: spirals, bars, delicate lines of silver or red. The color patterning was almost hypnotic; even here, in the supposed neutrality of administration, House allegiance bled through.
“Who runs Cam’co?” Eli asked as they turned a corner.
“Administrator Stybla’tha’rein oversees operations,” Larache said. “Cam’co is an Xodlac development, but Fleet authority is shared with the Stybla. Neutral oversight requires cooperation.”
“And by cooperation you mean competition with rules.”
Larache didn’t quite sigh. “Competition maintains vigilance.”
The records office was a long, glass-walled room lined with glowing panels. Inside, a half-dozen attendants worked in silence. A bored-looking officer sat behind the main desk, narrow-faced, his hair tied in a loose knot that seemed to defy every Chiss grooming standard Eli had seen so far.
A small crest glinted at his collar: Xodlac.
The Xodlac were known—at least from the Academy’s orientation lectures—for their administrative neutrality, but also for a certain detachment that bordered on disdain.
The officer didn’t stand when they approached. He glanced up from his screen, fingers pausing mid-gesture. “Fleet inquiry?” he asked in Cheunh, voice almost mechanical.
Larache answered for them, crisp and formal. “Mid-Lieutenant Zieliv requests access to the transfer inventories from the Steadfast. Year-mark ninety-eight.”
The Xodlac frowned, scrolling through his console. “Purpose of request?”
“Verification of asset relocation,” Larache replied.
Eli stayed silent until the officer’s eyes flicked toward him. “It’s an old Imperial shuttle,” he said, careful to keep his Basic accent light. “Lambda-class. I was its commanding officer of record.”
The officer typed something, his motions unhurried. “Imperial,” he repeated, as if the word itself were obsolete. Also an alien concept to him.
“Yes,” Eli said.
“You wish to know its disposition?”
“Exactly.”
The officer leaned back slightly. “You understand Fleet inventories from the Steadfast fall under Ascendancy jurisdiction. Those records are not public.”
“I was part of that transfer,” Eli said. “Shouldn’t that count for something?”
The Xodlac’s expression didn’t move. “Not for access.”
Larache remained impassive beside him.
Eli pressed once more. “Could you at least confirm whether it still exists?”
The officer’s eyes flicked up, bored but faintly amused. “Existence is classified under Fleet inventory protocol.”
Eli exhaled, biting back the retort that rose automatically. He caught Larache’s minute shake of the head.
“Thank you,” he said instead, tone neutral. “That was… illuminating.”
The officer inclined his head a fraction and returned to his work. Conversation over.
Outside the office, Eli rubbed a hand over his face. “Well. That was helpful.”
Larache didn’t smile. “You were expecting a different outcome?”
“I was expecting at least an answer. Even a no would’ve been something.”
“The absence of an answer is an answer,” Larache said.
Eli glanced sideways. “Do you know what happened to it?”
“I do not.”
“You could find out.”
“I could,” Larache admitted. “But I will not.”
“Why not?”
“Because curiosity without purpose attracts attention. You do not need more of that.”
Eli almost laughed. “So I should pretend not to care?”
“You should care quietly,” Larache said. “That is how one survives here.”
He started walking, leaving Eli to follow.
They descended toward the station’s secondary promenade, where Fleet personnel shared space with civilians. The path curved alongside a transparent wall overlooking the planet below—a pale sphere wrapped in mist.
Eli watched the clouds drift far beneath. “You think they scrapped it?” he asked finally.
Larache hesitated just long enough to make the answer matter. “If it was transferred to the Fleet, it was disassembled. If it was transferred to a Family, it was repurposed.”
“Repurposed,” Eli repeated. “As in—sold?”
“As in reallocated,” Larache said. “Everything has utility.”
“That’s one word for it,” Eli muttered.
He looked back once through the window at the ordered beauty of Cam’co’s structures—the living proof of a society where even loss was engineered into purpose—and felt the weight of distance all over again.
The shuttle had been his one connection to the life he’d left behind, the last Imperial artifact that still carried his fingerprints. Now it was gone, absorbed into the mathematics of another people’s order. Even worse: their bureaucracy.
And yet, somewhere in that efficiency, he understood the logic. Nothing wasted, nothing sentimental. The Ascendancy didn’t mourn what it absorbed.
He envied them that, just a little.
Larache stopped by a corridor junction and looked back. “You dwell on it,” he said, not quite a question.
“On what?”
“The shuttle. The loss.”
Eli gave a helpless shrug. “Old habits. We like to keep souvenirs.”
“Souvenirs,” Larache repeated, tasting the word as though it were an unfamiliar spice. “You collect memory as if it can be owned.”
“Maybe that’s exactly what we do.”
“Then it is inefficient,” Larache said.
Eli smiled tiredly. “Probably.”
They walked on without speaking for several minutes. The hum of the station filled the silence—machines breathing in rhythm with the thousands of lives they supported. It was a beautiful sound, really, if you stopped trying to categorize it.
By the time they reached the guest quarters again, Eli had decided he wouldn’t ask about the Lambda a second time. Not here. Not yet.
But he also knew he would keep looking.
Because some equations couldn’t be left unsolved—not for logic, but for the quiet ache that sat behind it.
The corridor lights dimmed into late-cycle blue as they made their way back toward the guest quarters. Eli walked half a step behind Larache, mind still turning circles around the word reallocated.
He had expected disappointment at losing the Lambda, but what he actually felt was confusion. To the Chiss, property didn’t vanish—it simply changed function. To him, that felt like theft politely renamed.
He needed to make sense of it, so he asked the most practical question he could think of.
“Ensign,” he said finally, “how does pay work here?”
Larache slowed, just slightly, as if recalibrating the context. “Pay?”
“Yes. You’re an officer. You must get paid.”
“I receive allocation,” Larache said. “From my Family.”
“Your Family pays you?”
“Of course.”
Eli blinked. “Not the Fleet?”
“The Fleet assigns rank and responsibility. The Families assign compensation. It is logical.”
“Logical,” Eli repeated slowly, “isn’t the same as normal.”
“Normal is defined by context,” Larache replied, perfectly mild. “Your context is the Empire. Ours is order.”
They entered a small refectory attached to the visiting officers’ quarters—mostly empty this time of night. A dispenser hummed softly in the corner. Larache selected tea without looking at the menu; Eli followed suit, the habit of imitation saving him from error.
They took seats at one of the narrow tables near the viewport. Below them, Cam’co turned slowly, lights shimmering against the faint halo of its planetary companion.
Eli stirred his tea without drinking. “So you get paid by your Family. What about those who don’t belong to one?”
“Everybody has a Family,” Larache said. “No citizen lacks affiliation.”
Eli raised an eyebrow. “And the Commodores and above? They’re stripped of Family allegiance, aren’t they? So who pays them?”
Larache considered, then answered with the patient clarity of someone reciting doctrine. “Those who hold the highest ranks serve the Ascendancy entire. They are supported by the common fund—a pool created from the contribution of every Family. It sustains the CEDF and, by extension, the officers who have no lineage.”
“So the whole society pays them,” Eli said.
“Yes. It is both symbolic and practical. The Fleet is the thread that joins the Houses; all must contribute to maintain it.”
Eli gave a low whistle. “That’s… efficient.”
“Equitable,” Larache corrected.
“Same thing, where I come from.”
“I doubt that,” Larache said, tone perfectly mild.
Eli sipped his tea, the mineral taste grounding him in thought. “You know, I just realized something. The Empire probably isn’t paying me anymore. And if it is, that money’s halfway across the galaxy where I’ll never see it.”
“That seems likely,” Larache said.
“And when I first came here—before I was Irizi—I wasn’t attached to any Family.”
“That is correct.”
“So I wasn’t being paid at all.”
“Also correct.”
Eli blinked. “I had no pay.”
“You had everything you required,” Larache reminded him. “Housing, food, clothing, supplies. You could present your Fleet identification at the commissary and receive what you needed. Compensation would have been redundant.”
Eli laughed softly. “You’re saying I was broke and didn’t even notice.”
“I am saying you were sustained.”
“Semantics.”
“Accuracy,” Larache said.
Eli leaned back, cradling the mug between his hands. “And now that I’m Irizi… I’m technically getting paid?”
“Yes.”
“Where is that money going?”
“Your Family must have it in custody, naturally.”
“Of course it is.” Eli sighed. “So they’re collecting it on my behalf.”
“They are administering it,” Larache said carefully.
“Meaning I could ask for it?”
“You could address the matter to your Family,” Larache replied. “They will respond in accordance with policy.”
Eli stared into his tea. “Which means never.”
Larache’s expression didn’t change. “Patience, Mid-Lieutenant. The Irizi are meticulous record-keepers.”
“That’s what worries me.”
They finished their drinks in silence. The steady hum of Cam’co’s life-support systems vibrated faintly through the floor, a sound that reminded Eli how vast the structure was—and how small his place in it.
He thought of the Empire’s pay slips, precise numbers printed on sterile forms, each line a measure of worth. And then he thought of the Chiss, who counted belonging instead of credits, harmony instead of profit.
It was elegant, alien, and—he had to admit—disarmingly humane.
He turned to Larache. “You people have turned even money into philosophy.”
Larache gave the faintest hint of a smile. “Only because philosophy is cheaper. You disapprove?”
“I’m just trying to understand. In the Empire, the state pays everyone. You work for the government, you get credits from the government. Simple.”
“Impersonal,” Larache said.
“Efficient,” Eli countered.
“We prefer the reverse.”
He couldn’t argue with that.
After a moment, Larache added, “In the Fleet, pay is standardized by rank. Your Family supplements depending on your Family status. As you ascend, the rank allotment increases and the Family status part decreases. It is considered a test of loyalty.”
“So rank replaces Family.”
“Rank replaces dependence,” Larache corrected.
Eli leaned back in his chair, smiling faintly. “So a Mid-Lieutenant like me gets what—symbolic appreciation?”
Larache’s expression didn’t shift. “You receive what is required. Food, housing, supplies. Money is unnecessary for those in service. The Kess’it exists mainly for exchange between Families and civilian sectors.”
“The Kess’it,” Eli repeated. “That’s the currency?”
“Yes. One Kess’it divides into twelve Rh’ons. Four Kess’its make a Ch’ykk.”
“Base twelve even for money,” Eli murmured. “Of course.”
Larache sipped his tea. “Our mathematics inform every system. It simplifies accounting.”
“I’ll bet Imperial accountants would disagree.”
“I assume they were paid to,” Larache said, deadpan.
Eli laughed quietly. “Stars, Ensign, you do have a sense of humor.”
“I assure you it’s unintentional.”
He sobered after a moment, curiosity returning. “So, if all your needs are covered—why have currency at all?”
Larache looked out the viewport, considering. “Because value must be measurable, even if the measurement is ceremonial. The Kess’it records contribution. It reminds us that service has worth, even when necessity does not require exchange.”
“A symbolic economy,” Eli said.
“Precisely.”
“And no one ever abuses it?”
Larache’s eyes met his. “Only those who forget it is symbolic.”
Eli smiled. “So corruption still exists.”
“It is rare,” Larache said carefully, “and brief. Dishonor devalues lineage faster than any loss of wealth.”
He said it with the quiet authority of someone who had seen it happen.
Eli looked down at his untouched tea. “So, in theory, I get paid.”
“In practice,” Larache said, “you are Irizi merit adoptive. The Irizi will honor the Fleet’s obligation.”
“Meaning my symbolic salary goes to them.”
“Meaning they will symbolically hold it for you,” Larache corrected.
Eli snorted. “Perfect. Even my paycheck needs supervision.”
“You are fortunate,” Larache said evenly. “It proves belonging.”
Eli smiled ruefully. “I guess that’s one way to look at it.”
They sat in silence for a while, watching the play of light across the station hull below. The conversation had left Eli thoughtful, uneasy in a way he couldn’t quite define. In the Empire, money was a barrier between dependence and freedom; here, it was proof of integration. The same word—value—meant entirely different things.
He turned his cup slowly in his hands, the surface of the tea reflecting the pale glow of Cam’co. “You know,” he said, “I used to think understanding the language would make your civilization make sense. Then the math.”
“And now?” Larache asked.
“Now I’m not sure sense was the point.”
Larache inclined his head. “Understanding is rarely efficient.”
Eli smiled faintly. “No. But it’s the only thing that feels like progress.”
They finished their tea without further talk. Somewhere far below, the station choir began a soft rehearsal—a slow, resonant harmony that drifted through the ventilation like the echo of a heartbeat.
Eli listened to it for a while, then said quietly, “You people even make music sound like arithmetic.”
Larache didn’t look up. “Arithmetic can be beautiful when it resonates.”
“Maybe that’s the real currency,” Eli murmured. “Harmony.”
“Then you are wealthier than you think,” Larache said, rising. “You should rest. Tomorrow, the Commodore intends to review navigation updates.”
Eli stood too, bowing his head in a polite nod. “Good night, Ensign.”
“Good night, Mid-Lieutenant.”
Larache left with his usual silent precision.
Eli lingered a moment longer, watching the dark curve of space through the viewport, the faint reflections of numbers and names still swimming behind his eyes.
The guest quarters were quiet when Eli returned. The lights had dimmed to the faintest wash of blue, the color of still water and unspoken thoughts.
He set his sat at the lonely chair and leaned on an elbow against the narrow window. Cam’co turned below, its ring of lights sliding slowly through darkness.
The conversation with Larache looped in his head—the calm certainty of the Ensign’s voice as he described the economy of belonging. You had everything you required. You were sustained.
Sustained. The word sat wrong and right at the same time.
In the Empire, being “sustained” was something done to a machine. You earned your keep, and in return the system kept you functional, barely under the line of minimum comfort. Here, the idea felt more like adoption than employment. They didn’t reward contribution; they folded you into it.
He sat on the bunk and powered up his datapad. The device flickered weakly; the makeshift charger was failing again. He propped it against the wall, coaxing one more charge out of it, and began typing into his personal log in Basic—the only language that still felt private.
I am being paid. That’s the strangest sentence I’ve written in months.
Somewhere, in some quiet ledger on Csilla—or Naporar, or wherever the Irizi keep their accounts—there’s a line with my name beside a number I’ll never see.
The money goes from them and to them. They hold it for me. “Administered,” Larache says. Which means kept.
He smiled faintly as he wrote.
So I belong now, apparently. I’m an asset with an account number. Maybe that’s what all belonging is here—a matter of good bookkeeping.
He paused, looking up at the faint shimmer of light from the viewport.
I used to think money was freedom. That it was the one thing the Empire couldn’t take from you because it had no memory attached to it. Credits didn’t care who you were or who your Family was. But here, currency is memory. Every Kess’it is a reminder that you’re part of something larger, something that will outlive you.
He leaned back, exhaling slowly. “Stars,” he murmured. “Even your money has discipline.”
A chime broke the quiet. It wasn’t an alert, just the subtle shift of the ventilation system cycling into night mode. The steady hum deepened to a twelve-beat rhythm that matched the station’s artificial gravity regulators.
Eli listened. The sound was soft, mathematical—like an enormous clock counting infinity in base twelve.
He thought again of the Lambda, sitting somewhere in a hangar or scrapped for parts. By Chiss logic, it hadn’t been stolen from him. It had simply been integrated. His shuttle, his pay, his autonomy—all gently absorbed by a civilization that turned ownership into community.
He wasn’t angry. Not exactly. But he did feel the ache of displacement, the slow erosion of “mine.”
He wondered if Thrawn had felt it too—back when he’d first left the Ascendancy behind.
He reached for the datapad again.
The Empire taught me to measure value in precision: profit, rank, distance. The Ascendancy measures it in relation—what connects, what sustains. I can’t decide which is lonelier.
He saved the entry, sealed it, and shut down the device before the charger could protest.
The room was dark now, lit only by the reflection of the viewport. He lay back on the bunk, hands folded behind his head. The hum of the ship—or station, he corrected himself—filled the silence.
It was a good sound, predictable and constant. The kind of order that could make a man forget chaos existed.
He smiled faintly to himself. “Maybe that’s the trick,” he murmured. “They make you feel safe enough to stop asking what’s yours.”
The hum answered with another soft pulse, steady and indifferent.
He closed his eyes.
Somewhere out there, a ledger held his name. Somewhere else, a starship he once commanded waited to be rediscovered.
For now, he belonged to the mathematics of both.
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